Go back to him. Do it. You’re right, This is your life. If there’s going to be a moment in your future where you say, “Damn, I really fucked up.” I want it to be your decision. And you know what? When he ends up breaking your heart again, which he will, I’ll still be here for you. Yeah, I’ll be disappointed with you and I can promise you that. And I’m going to say “I told you so.” because I want you to know that I’m disappointed. It’s not because I’m trying to be a bad friend, it’s just that I want you to know that you should have considered what I said instead of following your head. Sometimes your heart needs rest. You don’t always need a boy. But if you feel like you do, okay then. Good luck with that.